*just feel very dwon n no mood *

Begining today ,i am very happy and feel like very relaxed...
but at the edn of this day ,i become very down and no mood ...
because ,i memorize about him ....
i scared to contact him ,although just a simple greetings ...
near 2 year already , i cant 2 forget him...
i try to forget all about it ,i try to stop contact him...
but i cant do it ,i know i wont forget about it ....
but i can try to give up love for u ....
i realy fell very tired ...
i just can release of my own in the night ....
i just can cry alone in the night ...
but all of this who can understand....
now u is very happiness ...
but i am very sad ...
what can i do ...
if not of you iam happy today ...
i dint know what can i do for myself ..
i just can cry and try to give up it ...